The World Overflow

[justonezero]

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[justonezero]

...I feel like there should at least be a few things?!

[deto]

[ …thinking hard…

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Does it count if I don’t like it when you apologize for stuff that isn’t your fault? I feel like that’s different though. Hm.

[justonezero]

[...Ah.]

Why wouldn't it count?

[deto]

Maybe… because… knowing that it’s not your fault… means you’d have to know it’s not your fault in the first place? It’s easy for me to say it’s not, but it’s harder to tell for you.

[ or something ]

[justonezero]

But not knowing that in the first place is kind of a fault...

[deto]

Why would it be?

[justonezero]

It means I still haven't figured it out.

[deto]

Yet. Not ever.

[justonezero]

...

[deto]

You’re not stagnant, Yoshi.

[justonezero]

...

Maybe not completely, but... I'm still pretty slow.

[deto]

Huh, needing some time doesn’t mean you’re slow. Not one has been in your exact situation.

[justonezero]

But it makes things harder for other people, too.

[deto]

They’ll move on or do something. It’s hard for people if it rains a little too much or the sun shines a little too bright.

[justonezero]

...

I just... don't like being a person who causes so many problems for other people.

[deto]

“Many problems…”

[ he’s confused by where all these problems are coming from ]

From my point of view, it’s not you - and that’s not just because I love you. Also. You’re working hard to change, but you gotta be fair to yourself, too, Yoshi.

Take into account how happy you make a guy.

1/2

[justonezero]

[He makes an unconvinced noise - it's still difficult, thinking that "working hard" counts for much.]

[justonezero]

[...And then his eyes land on the computer in front of them, still open to various tabs on sex.]

Oh. Um... did you look up everything you wanted to?

[deto]

[ still glued to yoshi’s back, deto simply hugs him again. he does know it’s difficult, so he’ll continue to keep track of every big and small achievement for yoshi’s sake. maybe one day he’ll be able to get through telling him about the entire list, until then - a little at a time. yeah

acknowledging the subject change: ]

I think so? I hope so. Sure there’s stuff I might have forgotten, but I got my most pressing questions answered. Prep and safety.

[justonezero]

Mm...

[Heaning into the hug for a bit, enjoying the warmth of it. And then:]

Should we... go shopping next?

[deto]

[ he sighs because standing means he has to let go of yoshi. fine, fine… ]

Yeah. I’m probably good to stand and walk. Do we need to look up a place before we leave?

[justonezero]

Yeah, hang on.

[Going to do a quick search and... there's actually one pretty close by! It's on the 3rd floor of a nearby building.

...

Once he's got the address down, he's just going to wipe their browsing history real quick.]

'Kay, ready!

[deto]

[ oh, bun smart ]

Do we look old enough to just walk in?

[ gathering their stuff, but if they need their IDs handy, he’ll slip his into his pants pocket ]

[justonezero]

You might, but I'm pretty sure I don't...

[Babyfaced bun. Gonna have his own wallet handy.]

[deto]

[ another chance to stare at yoshi’s face? he’ll take it ]

Mm. [ his lips twitch, holding back a smile ] You do have that - puppy pink glow.

[ very baby ]