justonezero | The World Overflow

[ do it again… he wants to do it in person. once they get out of here, he’s going to do so much research on this. stuff about protection and uh, how to do it raw properly…

… because they seem to both really like that… ]

I want to. [ do it fast next time, and do it slow. in all the ways so they can learn together what they like and what they don’t. he catches yoshi’s lips again to trade him soft, sweet kisses ] I love you, Yoshi. I’m honestly really lucky to call you mine. Somehow I found the one person who I’d want to do any of this with.

Or, I guess, you found me first? [ it was yoshi who replied to his forum post. one of the very first people to ] Thanks for finding me. Thanks for trusting me to take care of you.

[It's starting to come naturally as breathing, leaning in to return each kiss, gentle and lingering.

There's a slight pause when Akira continues - saying he's lucky. Thanking Yoshi for finding him. It's... new. Not unpleasant, but unexpected.]

I love you, too. Though... I feel like I should be the one thanking you.

[One hand shifts - fingers trailing absently over the marks left on his neck.]

...I never would have thought anyone would want me, especially the way you do. Even though I loved, I never would have thought it would be returned.

[Never thought there would - even could be anything more for him.

His hand moves again, this time to cup Akira's face.]

Thank you for loving me. I think... I finally know where I belong. It isn't a certain group or a certain place.

It's with you. Wherever you are... that's where I belong.

[ there are a lot of things he could say. comments about how baffled he is that anyone can look at yoshi and not want him. he could also admit that there’s a small part of him that’s relieved yoshi is his alone to claim because no one else he knows in the real world has working eyes apparently

he grins into the next kiss instead ]

I would hope so? You did promise to marry me earlier.

...?

Eh- did I?!

[He doesn't remember the term "marry" coming up. Just a promise to never fall for anyone else, to meet and live together in the real world, to support and love each other...

...]

...Oh! I- I guess I did?

[Rabbit brain just never made the connection, apparently.]

[ well, deto did say it in the most japanese way possible

‘and I’ll make you tempura and croquettes for the rest of your life’

he figured yoshi hadn’t realized. already was planning on asking properly in the future at a more reasonable relationship milestone, but ]

Gonna take that back?

[ just teasing ]

I mean... a promise is a promise?

...Besides... I can't really think of anyone other than you.

[He leans in again - resting his chin on Akira's shoulder.]

...It's hard for me to want things. [Even now, it feels unwarranted.] ...But I've kind of given up on trying to avoid wanting you?

[It's definitely too late for that now.]

...I want to do more together. I want to learn everything you love the most. I... really, really want you.

I don't think I could stop.

[ he thinks about that ]

Did you try to avoid wanting me in the beginning? I think for me… liking you was just inevitable so I gave up pretty quick. [ a quick kiss against the side of yoshi’s head. ] I’m never interested in people like this. And that’s still the case. So you’re it.

… Hold on, let me just - so I can hold you better. [ he shifts to pull out, making a brief face at the sensation. he likes the slide of it - but doesn’t like the sensitivity. or just. being separated from yoshi. that’s, uh, something to note for later ] Sorry, sorry. Okay?

[He makes a short sound of surprise as he feels Akira pull out, jolting a little.]

Y-yeah, I'm fine.

[He was getting used to that feeling of fullness... but now that it's easier to move, he takes the opportunity to snuggle up in Akira's arms. Not as close as before, but still close.]

...More like, I just assumed no one would be interested? It's fine to admire people aesthetically, but it's not like I actually stood a chance... or so I thought.

[Everyone else is far, far out of his league as far as he's concerned.]

I liked being around you, but I definitely didn't think you'd like me as much as you do. And it... still feels kind of undeserved...

[Akira could do much, much better, he's sure. As kind and strong as he is... surely, there would be others who would love him just as much.]

[ he turns them both on their sides, keeping yoshi pressed close with an arm wrapped around his back. his free hand he uses to grab one of yoshi’s. already he misses being connected, so this will have to do, their fingers interlocked to his liking ]

I can’t do anything about your brain thinking that, but… [ he can only present things as he sees them and hope that what he says will help yoshi in small ways until he can better help himself ] ’m asking you to recall that just earlier my brain short-circuited because of how gorgeous you are and how much I wanted you.

[ if anyone didn’t stand a chance, it was deto ]

[Giving his hand an affectionate squeeze once they're settled.]

--Eh- r-really?

[He's flushing again...]

I didn't notice...

[Too many other things on his mind. Trying to make sure their first time was good, for one, and Akira himself, for another.]

A good thing for my pride, maybe. But try to notice that stuff a little more. It’ll help.

… You had fun, right? A little? Do you want to try being on top next time?

[ he’s game to try receiving, though it’s not something he’d try on his own ]

I had fun!

[Immediately.]

Just because I don't stand a chance with most people doesn't mean I don't notice other people...

[As his reading habits can attest to......]

-? You want to try it?

[ good because it had been fun for deto and he had wanted yoshi to be comfortable enough to have fun too ]

Then please notice me more, and notice how much I love you.

[ embarrassing to say even though he doesn’t let that stop him ]

Well. Uh. Only if you want to? It’s not something I’ve ever thought about doing. It just wouldn’t be fair to you if I’m always on top…

I don't mind trying different things, but I really liked it this time? You, uh.

You're unfairly sexy when you, um. Really go for it.

[He noticed that much, at least.]

So... it's not like it feels unfair if you want to top?

Yoshi… That just makes me want to do it again.

[ dilemma because he also wants to hold yoshi and talk about whatever is on their mind, to be there for him because he’s had an emotional day ]

-Eh? Like right now?

[ he nods, cheeks tinted. the arm around yoshi’s waist tightens. deto brings their entwined hands to rest by his cheek ]

But I like this, too. I don’t want to let you go.

[Definitely flushing red again.]

...Maybe... If I was in your lap, you wouldn't have to...?

[ a slow, slow smile. ]

That sounds dangerous. I might not let you leave?

...I might not want to?

[Giving his hand a squeeze. His heart rate's already picking up again...]

[ he squeezes back, before carefully untangling their hands. a hot, lingering kiss lands at the center of yoshi’s palm, from where he leaves it by his cheek, easy for him to turn his head and have access to that soft skin, those slim fingers

his hand, now free, trails down, exploring what he hadn’t before in his rush to have the other boy. until it finds yoshi’s soft rising interest. he loosely starts pumping, a slow pace ]

We’ll… have to stop at some point. I don’t want to wear you out too much. … Maybe a hard limit of three rounds max…

[His fingers curl lazily by Akira's head once released, though there's a noticeable twitch once Akira's hand finds him again, accompanied by a sharp intake of breath.]

I- probably can't, uh. Do... more than just once in, um... r-real life. S-starting out I mean.

[Both thinking and speaking are suddenly difficult. Actually, maybe he shouldn't try to speak at all? His hips are already tensing, ready to move, and his hand goes to his mouth again, like somehow that will be enough to keep himself quiet this time.]

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